Richard Sukhram Obituary

It's July 11 th, 2022 3:04 am. I'm writing this obituary as confirmation with myself that my soul mate committed suicide and passed away on March 8th, 2019 following a very hard discussion we had about our daughter, Amira. I knew Richard for a very long time.

But we hadn't tied the relationship till Easter 2007. We got engaged in 2014. We had Amira in 2016.

And in 2019 he went to be with his late brother. Richard left behind another daughter named Chanael, amongst other children as well from other relationships. He was kind, witty, sarcastically hilarious, handsome, sweet, a big Tedd Bear.

We were starting to have talks about planning our wedding 2015-2016. But we never got there. Disaster struck our family.

But I would not bore the planet with that information right now. It's too hard and this is an obituary not a biography. For his friends, family, co workers, support workers, random acquaintances and alike..

I am sorry we lost such amazing person. Life has never been normal without him by my side. I was just listening to Boyz to men.. a song he made me listen to before our engagement.

I can't sleep tonight.. thinking of you, Richard. I just wish I agreed to go for that drink instead of getting uptight and anxious about our daughter Amira. I wish I wasn't so frozen during the time of your funeral.

I wish I had been there but I could not bring myself to. I never thought I'd lose you so soon but I hurt every day because I don't want to acknowledge it. I still don't.

I can't believe I'm writing this. I love you and need you. I miss you.