Helen Williams Obituary

November 27, 2017

Donna Williams wrote a sympathy message

“another day over and it,s dark again, I hate the dark, i'm scared of it. Today was a hard day again, every day I cry for you to help me. I don't want to be alone, I don't want to figure everything out by myself. I am so very tired, I need to sleep until this night mare is over. I don't have anyone to share all of this with, no one to help with all the running around, it's lonely. What do I do, my car registion, car inspected and getting a new lic. ,where are you. I hate doing this to you, telling you about how much I am in pain and everything that is going wrong because I know it's hard for you to rest in peace. I'm trying, I really am. I hate bothering but, I know there will be a time when all of this complaining will stop and you will rest in peace. Right now I just don't know when that some day will be, so please bear with me and listen to me, and most of all help me, please. I need and want someone to care. You were the only one who loved me enough to put up with me, I am so very sorry, can you ever forgive me. I didn't mean all the things I said. You are a great man. Any woman would be proud to have you as their husband. I have so many regrets, so many that the guilt is killing me. I want to be whole again, please help me get there. I love you Donna. Mom I don't know how my message to Butch got on to your page, I hope it's a sign. Maybe the two of you are being friends, I would like that. I miss you Mom, be happy. Love you Donnalee”